Chapter 1

                                           Home life

In her head, the place she lives at is not a home, it is a prison. A prison from everything that is real in the world. She finds no comfort in being where she is. She is scared of everything and everyone. Sophie hardly ever finds comfort in anything or anywhere that she does or goes. Sophie lies awake at night dreaming of an escape. one that will set her sister Carley, her mom and her free. Carley is only 6 but is already dealing with a huge ordeal. So, is also dealing with a big ordeal herself. She tires to brush everything off like it has never happened but the truth of the matter is. she cant do it. Her mom has asked her everyday if she is OK and Sophie replies “I’m fine mom.”” I’m gonna go do my homework and get ready for soccer practice. dinner is done and is waiting for you in the microwave. Carley’s pizza is in the oven.” Sophia who is a straight A student has been dealing with a lot including trying to get out of the hell hole that she is living in. Sophie’s dad isn’t in the picture much and same with Carley’s dad. Speaking of Carley, She as well gets good grades and is really good at remembering things. Well for the most part that is.

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feeling like she is about to have a melt down

she feels like she want to just run away for a while.

or be alone for at least an hour.

just an hour to herself.

so that she can calm down and relax.

A missing angel from the world.

One that just wants to find herself again.

Alone again so that she may once again wright about her journey

She fallows the stars at night hoping that someday,

someone will find her and set her free.

Her mind, she uses to help her to survive. 

Her heart, she uses to love those around her.

Sight to see the beauty that surrounds her and comforts her,

that she may sleep silently at night and help her stay awake while the sun is up.

Nature that calms her the most.

Helps her keep grounded and help her to write what she feels.

She fears of death and disrepair from everyone.

They are jealous because of her writing and her good looks.

She doesn’t wish any evil on anyone, no death or anything bad to happen.

Caring for everyone just like she would expect them to do the same for her.

She hides from the ones whom she lives with.

She does it for protection

This angel has now found her place to be.

That place is in her writing.

A beautiful writer with a heart so deep.

So into her writing that she is missed read a lot of the time.

A beautiful angel as the world now see her

Love it…

Tired of all the drama and annoying people! I’m just annoyed

At last she awakes with a sudden fear that she is being watched yet again, her mind races with every move and thought that she has. “Where am I to go?” I have no money and I have no transportation. Than her mind stops and wonders “who is fallowing me?” the truth, no one is fallowing her. It’s a figure of her imagination. Finally able to relax. :)

Why is it that I can never sleep at night??? It’s not like I’m trying to sleep during the day. I mean really?

bored!

Before the storm The weather my dear Doesn’t look so great. Why don’t you come inside And tell me about yourself Tell me about your family Your friends Where you grew up And what are some Of your favorite things to do It’s going to be a while Till this storm is gone. So come on in and take a seat Just relax you’ll be fine     After the storm Well my dear It looks like you may go For the rain has now stopped And it is now clear You now have two decisions You may stay here and Wait till the morning Or you may leave And find your way to your destination Forget me not For I will always be Right here when you shall return Goodnight my dear May the light of the moon Light your path So long my love And good night     Colder weather
Good Morning my dear It’s a bitter cold morning But soon it will warm up I see you have chosen Not to leave last night I suggest that we Make a decision quickly School starts soon And I must leave But I shall return I have not the slightest idea If you will be staying here while I’m gone Or if you will leave Before I shall return I wish you the best of luck my dear I must not cry when you leave And for you Please do not cry I’ll be with you Not in person But threw sprit I’ll miss you my dear I hope you have a good trip Please do not forget to write Good bye my love You will be missed Ever so much